I can't wait to have Photoshop and Illustrator back in my hands. I have so many ideas and projects to be done. :)

...I'm really bored...

Once I'm done installing Adobe products, I'll download Super Mario Brothers RPG.

I guess I should write in this journal.

Well here is the update.
I live in a house with two room mates, Austin and Edward. I know it's strange that I live with two guys. It's just that I get along better with guys than girls. Not that I have anything against girls. I like them equally.
Lately all my friends have been guys. The only girl I hang out with regularly is Jaymie.

I've been working on my portfolio. Trying to prepare it for some clients. Except maybe I shouldn't be such a perfectionist.
Oh yeah! I'm applying for film school...that's cool right?

.I'm poor.
.Going to Naka-kon this March.
.Have a new cat named Freya.
.Drawing character designs for a flash video game.
.Trying to find my grove for a web comic project.
.Really would like to go out for coffee.
.Has been watching Scrubs. On the end of season 2.
.Needs a new routine in life.

I'm really a boring person.

Seriously why do I have no passion for anything?! I can't get myself motivated!
Is this depression or something?

Really I just think I'm unsatisfied with life.

I'm starting to think people expect to much from me.
I mean I'm at my best when I'm alone.
I want to move on to the next chapter already or something.
Hmmm....

Fuck...some one surprise me.

Don't you ever dream of some place better
Or a life that's greater
Don't you ever feel like you've been destined
For something bigger than your skin?
Forgive Durden - The Exit

There were two kittens on my porch! They were so cute. I hope I didn't scare them off...I left some meat for them if they come back...

Wow when was the last time I posted? ^_^;
So I live in a new house, working a shit job...and still crossing my fingers.
So again I guess I'm speaking in lyrics.

Colplay - Lost

Just because I'm losing
Doesn't mean I'm lost
Doesn't mean I'll stop
Doesn't mean I would cross

Just because I'm hurting
Doesn't mean I'm hurt
Doesn't mean I didn't get
What I deserved
No better and no worse

I just got lost
Every river that I tried to cross
Every door I ever tried was locked
Ohhh and I'm...
Just waiting 'til the shine wears off

You might be a big fish
In a little pond
Doesn't mean you've won
'Cause a long may come
A bigger one

And you'll be lost
Every river that you tried to cross
Every gun you ever held went off
Ohhh and I'm...
Just waiting until the firing stopped
Ohhh and I'm...
Just waiting 'til the shine wears off

Ohhh and I...
Just waiting 'til the shine wears off
Ohhh and I..
Just waiting 'til the shine wears off

One of the best movies ever.